Long time no post huh? This past month and a half have been so utterly, ridiculously, stupidly busy and stressful. Zach and I moved as of the first of May, and here we are, the second to last week of the month. (and we are STILL trying to get a few things unpacked/put away)
So, I figured that this QOTW was as good as any – because I’ve been dwelling a lot on previous bad days. Simply because, well, I’m a dweller. I think and overthink and dwell on everything under the sun. And between work being crazy stressful to trying to make this new house we’re renting feel like a home, it’s been hard for me to find the energy to put up any content.
As a result, I’ve been more stressed because I know that I need to make a blog post (but don’t have time to). Which means on top of already feeling worn out from work and moving, I’m feeling crappy about being MIA here in blogland. This leads to stress eating, leading to weight gain (I’ve actually gained about 10 pounds in the last month and a half!), leading to mild depression over said weight gain. It’s a vicious cycle, and it’s hard to break if you’re a person that dwells on everything that went wrong the day or days before.
This post is more to me than just another blog post. It’s me getting back and my depression and stress. I may not be able to post as consistently right now as I’d like, in fact, I may only be able to get one or two posts up a week. But it’s a start in the right direction. To further this whole change I’m going to be trying to be more physically active and eat better – in fact as I’m writing this I’m sipping on a chocolate banana protein shake for breakfast instead of sugary cereal (or just coffee).
So, there will more than likely be a few changes to my posting schedule, at least for now until I get to feeling better. On the bright side, I have a surprise for you guys to come on Wednesday! I worked really hard on it and I hope you guys like it, as it’s something I’ve been wanting to branch out into for quite some time now. Make sure to come back later in the week to check it out!
In the meantime, let’s work together on not dwelling on the bad things that may have happened in the past. Spending too much time in the past takes away from all of the good things that could happen today! ❤